salience
November 19, 2002
Calm. I need calm.
I feel as though I have so much to do. But really, I have about the same amount of work as I usually do. The difference is I am more easily distracted from working than I was in the beginning of the semester. I am fed up with people in general, I want to just leave. The superficiality of it all is what I can't forget these days. Everything seems so pointless: I need to learn here, not get discouraged. I want to be around real people. Not britney cutouts and justin wannabes. In a sea of 500 faces there is nothing to separate me from them: nothing. Man, too bad spontaneously combusting isn't an option, eh?
Once more unto the breach...
I feel as though I have so much to do. But really, I have about the same amount of work as I usually do. The difference is I am more easily distracted from working than I was in the beginning of the semester. I am fed up with people in general, I want to just leave. The superficiality of it all is what I can't forget these days. Everything seems so pointless: I need to learn here, not get discouraged. I want to be around real people. Not britney cutouts and justin wannabes. In a sea of 500 faces there is nothing to separate me from them: nothing. Man, too bad spontaneously combusting isn't an option, eh?
Once more unto the breach...
lasaliente, 23:43
