salience
November 6, 2003
It's very much like that choking feeling, that contained hysteria just before the sobs start. Ever since this afternoon I haven't been able to get over the fact that so many are going through hardships while I remain in my safe bubble. It's the farthest extreme from fair, that so many have to suffer. All I can do is comfort from afar: send, say words of encouragement when I want so badly to be close to those in need. How do you say, with convincing confidence, "No, I'm sure he'll come back safe, I know it." Especially to a sick wife, everyday is a struggle. Whom does she have to turn to when he leaves on Saturday? Who will be her family foundation when my godfather leaves for Kuwait?
lasaliente, 23:47
